Big Decision

I get so used to my everyday routines. It changes a little bit, and every once in a great while something happens, but all in all it's pretty monotonous. And I don't mind it. I'm not one to go for big emotional drama all the time. I like to know what's going to happen ahead of time, and how it's going to happen. No variances.

Yet now everything could change. I'm probably one of the few people who consider something like this a big decision, but I really do. It can change so many things. My little life with most definitely vary. As nice as that may sound it also sounds a little scary. I would find myself in situations I've never been in before. And then what? It's like running into a storm blindfolded. Stupid, or exciting. Probably both.

So the big decision. What to do what to do. My friends say do exactly what your heart tells you to do. Generic I know, and my heart has been known to be stupid. But using my head is so incredibly boring. "Do the safe thing, do the safe thing." I swear that's what it chants everytime I have to make a semi important decision. So I'm pretty sure I'll just do what my heart says after I give my head's choice a shot. Hey it could work out right? I'm honestly not sure... but we will see.