Ahlahasa

At first I had no interest what so ever in the Ahlahasa. I figured it just wasn't my thing. Now the more I think about it the more I want to be on the staff. I would settle for any minor position, I simply want to be part of the Ahlahasa.

I think part of it is because of my experience so far with the Sophisticate. I love the pressure for our stories, because that is when the most creative things happen.

But life isn't just. In my interview for the Ahlahasa I screwed up, really bad. I am almost 100% positive I finished every other sentence with "I guess". I didn't want to sound like I was trying to brag myself up. I over did it though and made it sound like I didn't want to do it at all.
This is when life needs a big red redo button.
I want this so bad, and I don't think I can acheive it. It's driving me nuts.